Self Love

I look at myself in the mirror, and I wish I could shoot myself in the head and admire the crimson splatter before going weak and collapsing.

I choose to shoot myself in my left eye, damned thing is fucking myopic. Before that, I should cut off my ears too, these abominations are so notorious, I bet the whole world would be in peace once these are gone. Probably smash my left hand, cause I need my right hand to hold the gun to my left eye.

On a different side of things, the past two weeks have been one of the most creative periods I've experienced this year. I wish I was much more proficient, and wealthy, to finally get to record my stuff. Set up a new band, can't wait to try again. Major project is coming up too, totally strained cause of it, whole mind's going haywire.

Keep checking Panacea for those rare shows where I pop up to fuck everything upside down and leave while the rest of the world complains and bitches. Sorry, skinny jeans make a good performance don't they? Yeah, they do, boot cuts, bermudas, non-skinny stuff are equivalent to a 6 year old kid playing the xylophone. Image over the rest, remember, to be a rockstar, you need to act like one, not play like one.

Thank you, good night, fuck you, fuck you too, fuck you depressed sack of shit, get on with your life, suck your own dick, fuck your own ass, dig your own grave. Go on..