You don't know......anything

My vision went crazy last night,
It was such a delicate feeling that I wanted it to stay,
I held her hand tightly and confessed my admiration,
It was just there..
Glowing brightly in all it's glory.

The sensation was such a unique one,
I just had to clean my nose after I was done,
Selling my soul
For just a few moments,
of being encapsulated in a shell,
while the whole World turns into a living hell.

I forgot about God,
I forgot about faith,
I've let them wither away,
Never admitting I have strayed.

Perhaps...
Perhaps...
I am just fooling myself into thinking-

that I am in reality,
living a real life,
feeling real emotions,
thinking real thoughts,

but all this while,
never realising,
that I'm just a fragment of my own imagination..