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could u just scoot over here just for a minute? maybe u will know how it feels...maybe u can even know how everything has been...

revelations that was meant to keep the track straight...never winding...never turning...all the way straight...no emotions will be shown...no excitement to be remembered...lack of this...lack of everything...

void...tried to pour something but the hole is too big and nothing is left...back to start...nothing to gain...especially to lose...

precaution was taken...nothing was lost...but the void has definitely grew...there's no need to fill this hollow...coz its eating itself up...

left with nothing....just the way it has started...

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somethings bothering me...and it is you but it isnt you...beauty of confusion...never shown on the face but definitely nothing matters now...

irony of fate...it never goes with wat u intended it would be...ending up the opposite but leaving u in a state of content...

making sense in a nonsensical way...it certainly is pulling me...to a destination unknown...someone give me a compass coz i've lost my way even before i have started...

solace found...but it hurts...nothing ever helps...release this tormented soul...wandering in an abyss...full of disruptions...unnoticed though most of the lights on the ceiling were put up by me...how bright it is..i'm still the shadow..never the reflection u see in ur mirror....

kept in isolation...kept in confinement...a disease in its own right...is there ever a cure? coz being sick of it has always made me feel healthy...

...its a repeated cycle...start to finish just to realise it has started again...spin me more...the dizziness has always confused me...

it has always been this way...prediction does nothing to solve anything...

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lateralus,always spiralling out