wow...thats a long time since i had my last post...now i think i'm gonna change my way of writing...i wanna write like i'm really writing a diary...writing bout the things i did for the whole day...
----lemme start now----
today....(wow! interesting) TODAY I DID NOTHING MUAHAHAHAHAHZ COZ ITS FREAKING 3am++ in the morning!!! woohoo!! i'm a nocturnal!! bloody hell...
----been trying----
i feel envious of fadzli sometimes....whenever he writes something his blog he would sometimes write about his constant thoughts about a certain character....i really envy him coz....AT LEAST HE GOT SOMETHING TO FREAKING DISCUSS ABOUT....and he still got feelings in him....since last year...i seem to realise that my feelings had been frozen and i never do feel any affection for anyone so far...hahahz...i'm so cold (thx moby)....and i love Milla Jovovich!!!! muahahahz
i've realised also that my short temperament has been lengthen..i rarely do burst into fits of anger whenever intimidated or irritated...been tested alot of times, everywhere....maybe coz of that fall on my chin that i had last year...hahahz...watever it is i like it like this...i wish i would further improve my tolerance!! hahaz..
----inspiration draining----
day by day i've tried to write something but it really isnt falling into place...then i fell in love with something....BUSTING MY GUITAR STRINGS!!! every now and then a heavy song would suddenly spoilt my moment of inspiration by busting...thats really sweet...
----thinking----
i think i wanna jam with someone someday when i have something.........
i'm 17 and 8 days today....and i'm still sick...dammit
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