well it still aint over..

its weird...a bear that big cnt be found easily...mayb he really wasnt lying about his years of training in survival....

watever...he'll come back when he feels lonely...

here i am writing another post with a near blank mind...nothing much happened...i am still wat i am when school closed....unemployed....a bum...fun life? yeah.... wealthy? never...

most jobs i went to sit for...just asked for 18 year olds....why cnt they take a 16 year old?! I'm turning 17 soon anyway!!!! argH!!! i want money.....haiz...hahaz...living in a capitalist country really gets to you when u dun have any moolah to spend...u feel like u're living in hell...but u aint...u're in earth...halfway to hell but never to heaven....

watched this great show on channel 5 just now...it was about the street soccer players in various areas in Brazil...it started around 11 am....and was it good...enlightened me till i was blinded...there was this handicapped footballer with a leg....A LEG!!! and he can play quite well...better than me....yeah i guess so...but the main idea is that he is handicapped yet he still plays soccer....damn thats really nirvana stuff...

there were also amazing players in the show which i wont bother commenting about because its a waste of time...coz brazil IS the king country of football...just like Yoda in Star Wars....though i do believe that Yoda has diabetes coz the symptoms show very vividly....Puffy Eyes....Green Decomposing body......amazing he stayed alive for quite long....

and as shocking as it maybe....i watched Saving Private Ryan for the first time...hahahz....mock me..............that aside....i think its a really damn great movie!! especially the entrance movie when the US forces made their way thru the beach (possibly omaha? sorry i only watched it once...anyone who knows more...fill me in) and most of them got shot or blasted into the air by mortar....it was a really epic scene....a scene that i would remember for a long time....gory,gruesome and anything that describe violence...

its seems that whenever i make a new account on angelfire to support my song files...the account would just go 'kaput!'...yay....just like fart....comes and goes...and it doesnt even lingers as long as fart....i just did and account and placed a song and after i went off...i asked Rick Chavez to check on whether my blog has song or not...oh well...there wasnt....and it wasnt even a day....

watched rammstein's latest video for their next single "Rosenrot"....and it was really twisted till i cant get the meaning of it...the main thing i knew was that a priest was executed for having an affair with a village girl...hope i get a more smoother stream on the vid...

-I'm just your 20 cent sideshow that you'll pay to entertain yourself then leave once you get the price-

isnt that just loyalty nowadays?