Prototype V

been a long time since a post....i din go to the SOR finals...argh...MARION RAVEN WAS THERE!!!!!!! dammit!!! why cant they notify that sooner so i can by hook or by crook go there!!! but...there was no chance of me going there anyways...force from the other side is definitely stronger than the force that rock has over me(i guess)...aspirin got third..which i truly feel is biased....punk rock bands always get special attention...but...come to think of it...its good that they made it this far...

realization struck me like a bullet to my head.my friends seem to be giving me this look of awkwardness.and they always leave me behind to rot in school.funny when i think bout it.did adam khoo really changed them that far? they seem to look at me like i'm the devil.not long from now,the bravery will be dropping in s'pore...NO CASH! why must this happen?...

and reason for not posting much lately is that...i think i will be changing the way i project my blog.hmm not gonna tell in what way.oh yar...to all taggers...thx....

damn tired today...took a nap juz now....and my throat feels really wierd...and i got a new song to work on...at least that would rid me of worries for the time being.

hahaz..wait...i realise that i got an issue to discuss again.

-EMO-

why are people accepting pessimism? i tot life should be lived to the fullest...and these songs talk about being dumped and feeling like killing urself for the love of that person which was never fulfilled...i feel that being pessimist at sometimes does make the atmosphere nicer(refering to songs) but to the extreme that u'll die? well..there have been a major overhaul...alot of songs are singing EMO-ish lyrics...and i wonder why people enjoying this? listen to low creative lyrics.not that other songs dun sing pessimist lyrics but they dun sing all about dying and depression in all 12-16 tracks in their albums.it shouldnt be call EMO.its juz being pessimist.coz u are reviving the bitter past that u had which u can juz forget and move on(which can be hard.but still possible)but u refuse.i dun understand why heartbroken people listen to EMO.u're already sad....why become even sadder? that is where this post is heading..."HAVE HUMANS SUDDENLY WORSHIP PESSIMISM? WHEREAS OUR LIVES ARE WAITING TO BE FULFILLED TO THE FULLEST."the fashion of emo? the mascara....signifies dark rings after extensive crying sessions...or watever it signifies i dunno...and another problem...people are refusing to be happy! they rather be sad and weary than have a great time and live the moment that they're given.....i think...that they feel this is the first step to maturity? well..i have mixed reactions over this...i think it doesnt because u cant get a hold over ur life and u dwindle in the past and this shows that u lack maturity to face problems...and i think it does because u take things seriously(far too seriously i guess)

well thats all for the time being...may continue on it sometime soon..any feelings that wanna be expressed...the tagboard is urs to bombard.